From April to June, I have been putting off my website. There has been an overwhelming sense of responsibility running this ministry, alongside life. Recently, I had to let go of some people closest to me. Their ungodly lifestyles were pouring over into my Christ-following lifestyle, causing me great distress and to backslide into evil. (1 Corinthians 15:33) says, “Do not be deceived: “Evil company corrupts good habits.” Family or not, friends or not, I will happily neglect bad company. Why would I allow people to drag me back into a lifestyle that I fought so hard to get out of? I can’t. I was also very busy helping and serving others. Although there is nothing wrong with helping/serving, I should always keep God first. I have to keep going.
Yesterday, I had a talk with God. I asked Him, “Should I continue with the website or put it off for a later date? I don’t think people read these blogs or weekly devotions anyway!” I didn’t receive an answer, so I said to myself I will make one tomorrow. When morning arose I ordered groceries and had them delivered so that I could cook dinner for tonight. The delivery guy stole from me (which I will talk about on my podcast, so stay tuned). My morning started bad so I said to myself, “I’ll just put the website off to a later date.” Do I keep going?
I took a nap and woke up for dinner. I opened my laptop and thought about blogging, but decided to watch a show instead. About 5 minutes later I received a text from a good friend. My friend said to me, “You haven’t written a weekly devotion since April. What’s up?” My heart dropped and my eyes began to water because I knew I had that conversation with God the day before. To know that I have just one person looking forward to my weekly devotions is more than enough for me to continue typing, spreading the gospel, and keep going! This week, I encourage you guys to keep going as well.
To my friend who sent the text message: God answered me through you. Thank you for pushing me and encouraging me throughout the years. I am honored and delighted to call you my friend. I love you forever. May God bless you!!